This may sound strange to some people, but I met my true love online. One night, I was feeling kind of depressed, so I went online to waste time. There I instant messaged a guy name Shaon. I remember his screen name clearly in my heart, it was broken heart 8902. As usual, I introduced myself and he introduced himself. I was doing most of the talk. For some reason, he was so different than any other guy I talked online. After our first talk, I was so anxious to talk to him again. But he never came online again. Then one day I get a strange email in bangle, it was a long story about something. I started to laugh when I saw that email. I did not read it. Then he emailed me again and he was very emotional that I did not take his email seriously. I felt bad but I didn’t say much. Then one night I was studying for my exams but I took a break and went online. There he was. We talked again.

This time I tested him and to my surprise I finally met someone who is so different and unique. We talked on the phone for few minutes because I wanted to hear his voice and when I heard his voice I felt something that I cant describe. He is here by himself. Unlike other Bengali guys who are here by himself, this guy spends most of his time at home. Then that same night, we decided to meet some day and scheduled that day to be Thursday at 10:00a.m. That morning I waited for him but he never shoed up. I was very upset. I missed my class that morning. Then I called him that day again after my psychology class and sounded very mad. He said that he came but he could not find my college. Anyway, I gave him the direction again and told him to come at 4:10p.m. I remember I was standing upstairs and saw him come in through the revolving door. He looked at me quickly then went to the floor we supposed to meet. I knew he would not recognize me because I sent him a fake picture of me. Yeah, I was trying to be clever and test the guy. This time I hesitated to meet him but after few minutes I went to the 2nd floor and said hi to him. His eyes, his face, his appearance everything was so simple. But there was sadness on his face too. I knew the reason why he was sad so I did not bother to ask again. I have my parents here, my whole family, so I did not think I would understand him as much as he wanted me to. Then we left together to take train. It was 8:00 o’clock at night, very dark, and he insisted to take me to the train station. Then for so me reason, he got into the same train with me. We were sitting next to each other silent. Then he got an orange out from his beg. He split the orange in half and gave me but I refused. Yeah, I am also one of those mean girl sometimes. Then he took one piece out and gave me on my hand and I ate. I was very hungry also.

After that day, we met couple of times. I used to tutor math, and he used to wait for me after I finish my class. One day, we walked to that same library and he told me to read a mail that he sends me. IN that email, he said how he felt about me. After reading the mail, I ignored the letter and tried to ignore him without any reason. I guess I was afraid to fall in love. I did not want to get hurt. I was skeptic. The only love that I believe stays forever is the marriage love. Then one day I came out of the tutoring sessions and that day changed my life. He took my hand and put it on his forehead and told me that he loves me. I was so mad and I slapped him. And tried to get out of but he was running after me. I told him to go home. I don’t think I was that mad in my life. Then he stopped me and told me fine that you can go home but lets have breakfast before you go. I agreed. We went to near by café and he got some fruits. I was so mad I could not even eat. Then he feeded me with a spoon. After that I went home and thought about that day. I also loved him inside but I did not wanted to admit it. I think he knew that too.

We met after that weekend again and whenever I met him, I felt so different and felt good. I could have spent my whole day with him if I got that chance. I think I have fallen in love with him by seeing how he liked to take care of me. I never told him I love him but we both knew it in our heart. Then one day, I did say those three special words, and from that moment I knew in my heart that our love will stay forever until we both die, it does not matter how much hardship we may go through. Life is full of happiness and sadness and we both had our good days and bad days. Until this day, we are still together. It been two years already and I have no doubt in my mind to marry someone else than my sweet shaon.