It was 1999, when i finish my hsc. It was really hard for any Bangladeshi girls for go Abroad for higher studies. But i was dreaming all time to go Abroad for higher study. When i tell my parents to go Abroad for higher study, they try to give me some excuses, But i was determind.

At last i got Visa for Australia for Higher studies in "university of new south weals, sydney". One of the most good & famous University in Whole Australia. I told my Dady to send E-mail to my International Adviser to pick me from air port. Causes that time i was too busy with my Window shoping in Dhaka.

My poor dady, he make wrong e-mail address. When i reach Sydney Air port, no body was ther to pick me. I try to call university, but it was almost mid night. No body pick up the phone. I try to cry.. but i cant. It was very cold winter night..i was almost frozen. One of the air port staff ask me where i like to go, causes that time no body was standing that cold winter night. i told him all my story.

He told me that, he know one Bangladeshi student. He call that guy from his mobile, and give it to me to talk. I cant say any word,, just crying....believe me, it was really very good voice from other side. he told me he will be in air port within 35 min. When he came, he bring one over cort for me. He didnt say any single word except " please get in this car".

I feel shy & afraid, causes i dont know him very well. He take me to his home. He is call "Russell Ahmed", live in Parramatta. Next day he drop me at my university. after that day, i fall in love with him. I call him every day last 3 years, but he never call me. when i ask him why u didnt call me, he was just smiling, and told me.. u calling me.. that why i didnt.

He know very well that i like him very well. but i can understand.. he try to Ignor me, but i didnt get the clue, why he try to ignor me from first to still today. Few day ago, i meet one of his old friend. He told me that he loved one girl in Dhaka very much. but that girl marry another guy after he came Sydney. After that one, My stranger lover dosent like any girl. Thats why he try to ignor all girls. Idont know...may be he can read this artical.. may be not. But i will be love you all my life.