I was new to school and hated everything about it. One year passed, I made couple of friends and now I didn't know how I would survive my junior year. Maybe I could run away, or get addicted to drugs and die.. Again I thought to think rationally.

But this one month everything changed. In Math class, on my desk I started writing "Hi, people" Everyday, the janitors would clean the desks, but this one day someone actually wrote back "HI". Amazed, I wrote a note back to the person.

Few days go by, we kept a paper under the desk and started writing to each other on that. After few weeks I found out that it was a "she" who I was writing to. It was amazing by that time how much I knew about her and how much she knew about me.

I finally decided I wanted to meet her. So I wrote to her "Would you like to meet me after school at the parking lot?, I'll be there, hope to see you". That entire day, I couldn't wait to meet her. I wore a new shirt and baggy short, I gave gel on my hair and even got a spiky haircut.

Bell rings... School finally ended. I go outside and hide behind a tree, so I can see her first. I get really nervous, my heart beats very loud. I wait for ten minutes no one comes, schools is almost empty, I almost begin to cry, when this awesome beautiful girl walks in to the parking lot. Okay so what do I do?, I go near her and she starts waking and goes to a car and gone. My hearts broken; I want to die, I thump every step I take watch everything on the ground and kick it.